just because we don't talk anymore,

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just because we don't talk anymore, doesn't mean that i've forgotten about you, it doesn't mean that i no longer care. truth is, i still do. i do my best to check up on you the urge to talk you, it suddenly hits me that, we're strangers, you don't want me in your life, hence the reason why i'm no longer a part of you. but, even though everything's changed; i just want you to know that, i'm still here. i'll still be here for you, i'll stand lend you my shoulders and my ears. i don't care what time it is, what i'm doing. don't hesitate to talk me, because half of time, i wish that you were talking to me. i just really miss your presence, i miss your being my best friend. i just miss you in general. 

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